R.I.P My Dear

This's not about fashion/food/travel post, this's about my sad experience. Well I have a dog, female dog, named Poppie. Six days ago, she was OK, she even jumped up when I went back home from Bangka. She always do that whenever I leave her for a few days,that means she feels excited. And today she's no longer with me and my fam, she's died. She gets infected by disease, Leptospirosis, a disease caused by rats urine which contains bacteria. I just knew yesterday, at first I dont know it's gonna be that worst,I just thought that she ate the wrong food. 

And now everything will be different. No more wagging tail whenever I call her name. No more dog food, no more biscuits or snacks. No one will sniffing around and welcome me home. No more puppy eyes whenever I bring her snacks. No one will jump on me with paws. And no more barking, my house's gonna be silent. I dont know how much I'm gonna miss her. *sobbing*

She's more than a dog, she's part of my fam. If you have a dog,you will understand how sad it is. Just imagine,if you have a relationship with your bf for 5 years then break up,you'll cry a lot. What about 10 years together? My dog had accompany me for that long, that's why I extremely sad and my eyes are swollen. Next Saturday is my birthday, I'm gonna be lonely. But life must go on, time will heal.